Holding On

"Holding on, Why is everything so heavy?" - Linkin Park, "Heavy" I read back through my posts lately and thought why is everything so heavy? This is where I come to wrestle with my demons and reconcile the past with the present. Sometimes it’s heavy stuff but I have entire weeks and months of uneventful … Continue reading Holding On

Ashes to Ashes, Ziggy Stardust

I discovered David Bowie in my dad’s record collection in 1982 when I was 12 years old. I was mesmerized by Ziggy Stardust and listened to that record incessantly. In my daily life I was trying hard to suppress overwhelming feelings but when I heard those songs, I could cry and lament because it wasn’t … Continue reading Ashes to Ashes, Ziggy Stardust

Satiated

Every year, Mished-Up chooses a word for the year so since I’m an unapologetic copycat, I’ve been doing the same thing and recording it in my journal. Looking back, my word has always been more fitting for the moment rather than an entire year so today I’m choosing a word for the season. My word … Continue reading Satiated

The Secret Keepers

  I’m going to do something I’ve never done before. I’m going to ask you to share this post. Reblog it, share it on Facebook, tweet it. Someone out there needs to hear this message today. Even if you think you don't know anyone who has been abused. Even if you don't read the entire … Continue reading The Secret Keepers

Reverence

I managed 3 weeks without blogging. I’ve read some books, tried not to think too hard and wasted a little time on Facebook. I’ve had deep conversations with friends, hilarious ones with my kids and trick-or-treated like a boss. I even dressed up for Halloween, which I haven’t done since 1998. There’s definitely something in … Continue reading Reverence

I Thought It Was Only Me

When I was in my early 20's, I went through a very dark period in my life. It was like every bad thing that had ever happened finally caught up to me and I couldn't deny it any longer. I sank into a deep depression, thought often about dying and just about gave up on … Continue reading I Thought It Was Only Me

Crazy Good Parent Guest Post

I was honored when Janice at Crazy Good Parent asked me to write a guest post. Crazy Good Parent is an encouraging site that tackles the unique challenges of parenting while coping with the various mental disorders and issues that many of us face. Rather than use the phrase “mental illness”, Janice refers to it … Continue reading Crazy Good Parent Guest Post

Night Terrors and Miracles

I love sharing insights that I’ve gained through sobriety, spirituality and parenting and I admit that I like to wrap things up in neat little packages. I don’t usually post until I’ve come to some sort of conclusion that I (and hopefully others) can learn from. I like finding meaning, lessons and most of all, … Continue reading Night Terrors and Miracles

Finding Your Passion – Or Not

I had a brief “what’s my passion/purpose” crisis, an illogical sense that all my best years are behind me and that I’m not living up to my God-given potential. It crept up on me right around the holidays as I found myself reading countless articles on New Year’s resolutions, themes and how to do 2014 … Continue reading Finding Your Passion – Or Not

International Label Day

Today is International Label Day and I was asked by Rarasaur, the person who “invented” this holiday, to participate in the celebration. As Rara describes it, "International Label Day is celebrated November 21st. This holiday celebrates the beauty of the words we choose to let shape us, the subcultures that we are proud to be … Continue reading International Label Day